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its nice to have distractions in life.... boys, new places, friends, problems, drinking, pretty much anything. however, that doesnt mean that the truth wont track you down and hurt. i think this is true for everyone. pullman is a distraction for me, boys, drinking, yes, these are distractions. however, every once in a while i get hit by some memory of something i havent delt with or would like to forget, or dont understand. it can be a song, a smell, a food, a movie.... anything can bring it back. and those things can hurt... i guess it just makes you who you are.... and those things make you realize whats important to you. now if you chose to admit it and act on it is a whole other story. eventually i think it will just drive you insane....