Jan 04, 2008 09:08
A door opens inside, a switch is thrown, somewhere in the night, when I'm sleeping...
I woke this morning and was... actually here. People don't know this, or at least many don't. I have been... trapped in a thin veneer of displacement for... probably years. It scares me to admit it. Its fading, like the damn ice that is melting off the streets (thank the heavens).
I could feel the breeze, I could sense the moment and for a brief couple of moments was in tuned. I was out side, beside the garage and knew it in my soul.
It's not completely gone but it is going away.
I'm sorry to anyone that I have driven away, driven mad or just pissed off while under this spell. I have been shackled up under my own devices and I'm shaking out of it.
I have a new direction now and am feeling more... unfettered.
Cheers,
D