Good Signs
I'm healing emotionally from the choices I have made this year; I do not regret any of them, especially the ones that nearly did me in.
I take it as a good sign for the future that I was able to pull off one of the most intense act of will while being at my absolute lowest I've ever been (I knew I was at that moment when I realized how far down that damn rabbit hole goes and how much I still can lose, or at least, how far up I really am) and am still together for the most part. And healing rapidly.
Thank you to all who have stood by me, especially when I hid for a while because it wasn't an option to discuss or think about. I am a pain in the ass to deal with and its not easy.
So I'm off to be the Wizard of Oz.
Chao!
I take it as a good sign for the future that I was able to pull off one of the most intense act of will while being at my absolute lowest I've ever been (I knew I was at that moment when I realized how far down that damn rabbit hole goes and how much I still can lose, or at least, how far up I really am) and am still together for the most part. And healing rapidly.
Thank you to all who have stood by me, especially when I hid for a while because it wasn't an option to discuss or think about. I am a pain in the ass to deal with and its not easy.
So I'm off to be the Wizard of Oz.
Chao!