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Tonight I got into a fight with Michael.
I don't know what it is but whenever we're together all we do is bicker. I really wish it could be different with us. I do love him a lot despite of all the negative things that have happened to our relationship. I just don't want us to lose our friendship because honestly that would be the most painful thing to happen to me...it would definitely be the most devastating moment of my entire life. I just don't want us to be like other couples when they break up---they end up hating each other. I want us to love each other and remember the good times. I want us to appreciate the beautiful things we shared and love each other recognizing that life/circumstances tore us apart not bickering. I know there is no use for should of, could of, would of---so I won't bother mentioning it here. I just wish for us to be friends. And for those moments we are together (or apart for that matter) we can pretend the painful parts of the last six years fade away into an oblivion.
I don't know what it is but whenever we're together all we do is bicker. I really wish it could be different with us. I do love him a lot despite of all the negative things that have happened to our relationship. I just don't want us to lose our friendship because honestly that would be the most painful thing to happen to me...it would definitely be the most devastating moment of my entire life. I just don't want us to be like other couples when they break up---they end up hating each other. I want us to love each other and remember the good times. I want us to appreciate the beautiful things we shared and love each other recognizing that life/circumstances tore us apart not bickering. I know there is no use for should of, could of, would of---so I won't bother mentioning it here. I just wish for us to be friends. And for those moments we are together (or apart for that matter) we can pretend the painful parts of the last six years fade away into an oblivion.