Jul 29, 2002 07:30
I just finished typing out some long entry about how I feel bad about not going to say good bye to Crack Head last night and L Jay deleted it. He's moving back to Wisconsin and I'll probably never see him again. Which is sad... hah, Rachel and I've known him since 9th grade. Hahah... yeah. (I'm positive you know why its funny Rachel) Anyways... I felt bad cause I went to David's house instead of going to Chris's bbq thing. And yeah... sorry Rachel.. I lied to you. I told her I was going to just stay home. Eh, I'm feelin' like today is gonna be rather shitty. I have work in.....42 minutes. Dogs are no fun.
Why is it so easy for you to just take me off your list..when you said you wanted to be my friend ...really good friend, no matter what? I'm not even sure what I did or if I even did anything but exist. If you don't want to talk any more we don't have to speak. It's up to you. Since when did you get so good at making people feel like shit?
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