Jun 28, 2002 01:10
Worked, worked a long time... had to stay so long, wanted to slit my wrists. Ginny made me feel like shit for leaving with a dog left. Almost cried because I'm weak like that. Got home finally, took a shower. Caught a few minutes of band practice. It was good but I feel like work is needed and not enough time is made.
take a breath, reflect, release
Heidi was bit by a coyote in the back yard.
Mom saw a kitten get hit by a truck and its back legs were run over on the freeway.
Today had a lot of weirdness but it was okay.
Night time makes me happy..