bachelorette party

[iamacarrie]

So I want to my SECOND bachelorette party of my life! my friend is getting married to my best friends brother, yep its true and she is only 19! whats it with my friends getting married at 19 it like the golden age or something. then of corse i get "the talk" at the party "Samantha why arent you dating anyone" "we all thought you and Eric were going to last" "are you ever gonna get married" "SAM I DONT THINK YOU ARE THE MARRING TYPE!" what! hello i am 20 years old and still in college sorry i dont want to give up all that i have acccomplished for a man that will probally end up leaving me in the end. I mean someday it would be nice to have a small family...but not within the next 10 years! and maybe the girls are right...maybe i am not the marring type... for that matter the dating type. I have yet to go on a date with someone since Eric, let alone gone on a date other then Eric. It sucks being a hopeless romantic when you have no one to be hopeless OR Romantic with you. but what am i complaining i like single life. After two years of being trap in a relationship (and i mean that in the best since) it is refreshing to have a life of your own and be able to come and go as you please. I hade the great chance to meet all my new wonderfully fabulouse friends that write such wonderful things about me! TEE HEE :::BLUSHING::::Thanks guys for the pick me up.

can we all hangout tonight PLEASE!! last time i was half dead---sorry.
dinner party?? dress up?? make food??or go out????? call me!!