May 13, 2005 23:52
Thank-god school is over! Now I have nothing to look forward to this summer. ANy hopes of me and Eric working it out this summer are gone since he is going to europe. Everyone is leaving me for Europe. Is Europe really better than Samantha Cormier.. I agree, it is. My hope of a wonderfully Romanic summer with the guy of my dreams are fading. and i need to find a job.boo. camping fell threw and that bums me out. It was going to be the last huzza before Meg left for Europe. O well, nothing has been working out for me. I really hope the California trip doesnt fall through, even though it probally will. wow i am being really :glass half empty right now. I thought summer was going to be great but I have been so busy for so long its weird not going to have a billion things to do. I already miss being in a show. I so wish i could aford going to NY this summer. I hate being poor and knowing there are people out there that are just abusing the fact they are filthy rich. I am offically out of money. I can't even drive soon because i cannot afford gas and refuse to ask for money. ARG have fun in Europe everone!