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hmmm so i guess i fuckin just hate people. everyone i know, even people that were close to me, shut all my fucking dreams/ambitions/expectations down or throw shit in my face about what i should do. especially when they are all cocky about it and act like they are so much more important because they think they've achieved something that they know im having a hard time with. I honestly...dont give a shit about anyone right now, there are the ones I like, the ones i dont care about, and the ones i just fuckin despize. I'd love to see them fuckin try and live life in my point of view...
i dont really know whats going on with life right now, i just sit here and watch shit pass by and i dont know whats gonna happen in the next 5 years... Like always my parents arent supportive in anything not to mention we have no bonding what-so-ever, almost as if they dont give a shit about me. When i go out, all i do is tell my mom where im going and she doesnt even say anything. My Dad's quiting his job Monday...and my mom is on disability, has been for like 9 years now. Sooo yea we dont know how or where we're gonna get money. Not to mention we are already in debt. And my brother has another year or summester left of college.
i honestly dont know....and dont really care anymore....
i dont really know whats going on with life right now, i just sit here and watch shit pass by and i dont know whats gonna happen in the next 5 years... Like always my parents arent supportive in anything not to mention we have no bonding what-so-ever, almost as if they dont give a shit about me. When i go out, all i do is tell my mom where im going and she doesnt even say anything. My Dad's quiting his job Monday...and my mom is on disability, has been for like 9 years now. Sooo yea we dont know how or where we're gonna get money. Not to mention we are already in debt. And my brother has another year or summester left of college.
i honestly dont know....and dont really care anymore....