Nov 23, 2010 22:03
I realised that I have to somehow, by hook or by crook, churn out at least a 1000 words chapter for TRK, courtesy of my idiotic bout of utterly idiotic idiocy a few weeks back.
An excerpt from a PM on FFnet:
...OMG PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU TO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CONTINUE THE STORY PLEASE...
To which I replied (truly, there are only that much cheesey ways for one to reply to PMs):
Sure, I'll get it done by late November latest :D
...BECAUSE I HAVE NOT UPDATED FOR, LIKE, 5 MONTHS. My fingers just went on autopilot and formulated that reply.
And then I dug deeper and I realised that it wasn't the only PM I replied.
JUST STAB ME NOW
I'm so sorry for abusing caps, but I find no other outlet for my pent up anger (DIRECTED TOWARDS MYSELF). I hate writing when I don't have to but I hate breaking my promises even more.
zomgwtf,
stab me now,
what have i done