Oct 10, 2004 14:59
If you change.
If you stop lying.
If you tell him you love him.
If he tells you he loves you.
If he stands by you through all the bullshit.
If he loves you no matter how much he sees of you, the real you.
If you don't dilberately cause the relationship impode.
Do you see yourself being happy?
Do you see yourself fulfilled or unfulfilled? In what manners?
Do you see the two of you still getting into fights?
It's obvious monogomy is important to him?
Can you live with that?
I'm guessing "love" is an unfamilar thing to you. Your whole life you've never truely felt loved. So anything that seems genuine is frightening. You assume because no one has ever loved you before, if you could not be loved as a child then you are some how not worthy of love.
(Kissina)*
I want to know you
I want you to be mine
I want to have all of you
I want you to please me
I want to understand you
and so thats why "love" is such a limited word for me.
(Kissina)*