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Current mood:
cranky
eugina's boyfriend said i am the coolest person ever (except for eugina, of course). yes!
this has been a weird day. it seemed pointless. i think i made vanessa feel better though. i hope so, atleast. that's important to me and not pointless.
i am soooo mad at my brother and you. thank you to the person who told my him about the dog. i know who you are and it makes me frown. he announced it to my family...particularly my dad and now i can't get it. my master plan is ruined. you're the best! and by "the best" i mean that i wish you didn't feel the need to talk to my brother about my livejournal because it really pisses me off. dammit, i really wanted that dog. grrrrrrrrrrr. i am so mad. whatever.
question i am pondering (please answer and help me):
when you are unhappy, but it is the best idea to be happy...should you fake it just so others don't notice your unhappiness? i hope that makes sense. for some reason, today i feel like i have been forced to fake happiness.
aaaaahhhhh i just want to escape. not that everything is completely horrible, but i just feel so trapped. i don't like being me. i am such a dork. ugh, i just want to sleep now. maybe i will feel better in the morning.
cranky
eugina's boyfriend said i am the coolest person ever (except for eugina, of course). yes!
this has been a weird day. it seemed pointless. i think i made vanessa feel better though. i hope so, atleast. that's important to me and not pointless.
i am soooo mad at my brother and you. thank you to the person who told my him about the dog. i know who you are and it makes me frown. he announced it to my family...particularly my dad and now i can't get it. my master plan is ruined. you're the best! and by "the best" i mean that i wish you didn't feel the need to talk to my brother about my livejournal because it really pisses me off. dammit, i really wanted that dog. grrrrrrrrrrr. i am so mad. whatever.
question i am pondering (please answer and help me):
when you are unhappy, but it is the best idea to be happy...should you fake it just so others don't notice your unhappiness? i hope that makes sense. for some reason, today i feel like i have been forced to fake happiness.
aaaaahhhhh i just want to escape. not that everything is completely horrible, but i just feel so trapped. i don't like being me. i am such a dork. ugh, i just want to sleep now. maybe i will feel better in the morning.