May 19, 2004 21:28
I can't do anything.
I hate myself for failing when I set goals.
I hate myself for breaking resolutions.
I hate myself for failing my parents.
I hate myself for not being more assertive.
I hate myself for being jealous of others.
I hate myself for not being athletic.
I hate myself for not being good at anything.
I hate myself for not being popular.
I hate myself for depending on people who don't even know me.
I hate myself for being pathetic.
I hate myself for being a procrastinator.
I hate myself for being selfish
I hate myself for doing things for the wrong reasons.
I hate myself for hating myself.
I hate myself for bringing attention upon myself.
I hate myself for being a drama queen. (ironic.)
Most of all, I hate myself for not being able to change any of these things no matter how hard I try.
emo,
depression