Goodbyes
I'm not one to cry at goodbyes. Most of my time this year has been spent with Deidra and Caryl, and now I don't know if I'll ever see them again. Of course, we all said we would get together in CA or in Las Vegas but talk is cheap and they might be out of my life forever.
I don't understand why I'm not emotional about this. I was really sad about it a week or so ago, so I may have come to terms with it. It'll probably hit me next week when I want to hop in my car and head over to their apartment and realize that I can never spend my days (and nights) over there anymore. No more guitar hero and no more convenient location for co-ed parties. No more all-night escapades to Hutchinson. No more IHOP (because really nobody loves IHOP like we love IHOP). Nobody to go to Common Ground with me (you may notice a trend--my other friends are boring and less enthusiastic to go places).
Wow, I guess this really does suck.
I'm not happy, not sad, not anything right now.
In fifty days I will be back in California, sleeping in my own bed, watching cable, and I will be with my family. Party with Yuriko all summer long~~ Woo!!
This weekend, I am driving to Texas because my mom will be there! I love my mom. We're going shopping. I need bras. :B
I'll keep ya posted on how my solitary life is going.
I don't understand why I'm not emotional about this. I was really sad about it a week or so ago, so I may have come to terms with it. It'll probably hit me next week when I want to hop in my car and head over to their apartment and realize that I can never spend my days (and nights) over there anymore. No more guitar hero and no more convenient location for co-ed parties. No more all-night escapades to Hutchinson. No more IHOP (because really nobody loves IHOP like we love IHOP). Nobody to go to Common Ground with me (you may notice a trend--my other friends are boring and less enthusiastic to go places).
Wow, I guess this really does suck.
I'm not happy, not sad, not anything right now.
In fifty days I will be back in California, sleeping in my own bed, watching cable, and I will be with my family. Party with Yuriko all summer long~~ Woo!!
This weekend, I am driving to Texas because my mom will be there! I love my mom. We're going shopping. I need bras. :B
I'll keep ya posted on how my solitary life is going.