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Its weird when a customer dies. You know them..but you don't really know them. Its happened a lot over the years and its always a little sad. Working in a small town you see the same people come in over the years sometimes every few days, sometimes weekly, you get to know them, sometimes their families, their life stories, without really truly knowing them on a personal level. So its sad when they die and you just read about it in the newspaper. I feel compelled to contact their families or leave a little note of condolence in their online obituaries. Its weird, I know, because I don't really know them. I don't know if any of that made any sense but I just read an obit for a lady who always would come in with her daughter. She'd always buy scarves for her bald head, and she was so friendly all the time. I know she put up a hard fight against whatever kind of cancer she had, but ultimately it took her. The really sad thing is, her kids dad had died previously, so now they have no biological parents left. 2 are still in highschool one just graduated, or will this year. Really makes you appreciate your life and what you have. I am thankful that my only worry right now is my visa bill. No one near me is dying or ill, or have any big issues to deal with. I am so thankful. So thankful.
Life can be so crazy at times, it really makes you realize that we have NO control. Anything can happen at any moment and there isn't really anything we can do about it. It reminds me to drop my grudges, and pick my battles because you never know when you say goodbye to someone if its going to be the last time. Its important to forgive and to apologize. Its much easier to get along then to not. You know?
I worked til 9:30 tonight..So tired and I gotta be up for work in the morning. Blah..atleast its friday. Friday night I have Lily and my friend Meg is going to come over and scrapbook! I'm gonna get Lil a little book and some stickers so she can do it with us tomorrow too. Cutie pie. Then Saturday is Kathy Griffin! I'm so excited! I love her, she kills me. Then on Monday my parents are coming down! I forgot to mention my new niece!!! My step sister gave birth on Dec 30, Brooklynn Rose arrived after 7hours of labour and 2 hours of pushing. All natural! So proud of my little sissy!! 7lbs 15.5 oz. Shes a little cutie with a mop of brown hair.
I'm thinking babies will be in my 2 year plan. I say 2 years but it might be close to 3. I have some things I need to check off my list before I start my baby makin.
Yes, I am single. and Yes, I will have kids as a single parent. I don't feel like I could commit myself to loving another adult for the rest of my life but I KNOW I can love a child for the rest of my life. I know there are a lot of people who can agree with me on that!
My main things I want done are 1, no debt..which for me right now is only a $4500 visa bill 2, I'd like to be pot free for a good 6 months prior to getting pregnant, and 3 I'd like to lose weight
So we'll see..I'm holding my plan loosely because I know you never know what life my throw at you! I have my donor lined up and I know he ain't going anywhere so atleast thats not something I have to worry about! I cant wait to start that journey of my life though! My sister said her and Avery are going to start thinking about having another one in 6 months! Olive will be just over 2..so crazy. And I know my sister in law would be pregnant now if it was completely up to her!
I love babies!!
hahah Okay..I'm going to eat dinner (at 11pm..i know I know)
goodnight my friends.. I hope you are all well
xoxox
Life can be so crazy at times, it really makes you realize that we have NO control. Anything can happen at any moment and there isn't really anything we can do about it. It reminds me to drop my grudges, and pick my battles because you never know when you say goodbye to someone if its going to be the last time. Its important to forgive and to apologize. Its much easier to get along then to not. You know?
I worked til 9:30 tonight..So tired and I gotta be up for work in the morning. Blah..atleast its friday. Friday night I have Lily and my friend Meg is going to come over and scrapbook! I'm gonna get Lil a little book and some stickers so she can do it with us tomorrow too. Cutie pie. Then Saturday is Kathy Griffin! I'm so excited! I love her, she kills me. Then on Monday my parents are coming down! I forgot to mention my new niece!!! My step sister gave birth on Dec 30, Brooklynn Rose arrived after 7hours of labour and 2 hours of pushing. All natural! So proud of my little sissy!! 7lbs 15.5 oz. Shes a little cutie with a mop of brown hair.
I'm thinking babies will be in my 2 year plan. I say 2 years but it might be close to 3. I have some things I need to check off my list before I start my baby makin.
Yes, I am single. and Yes, I will have kids as a single parent. I don't feel like I could commit myself to loving another adult for the rest of my life but I KNOW I can love a child for the rest of my life. I know there are a lot of people who can agree with me on that!
My main things I want done are 1, no debt..which for me right now is only a $4500 visa bill 2, I'd like to be pot free for a good 6 months prior to getting pregnant, and 3 I'd like to lose weight
So we'll see..I'm holding my plan loosely because I know you never know what life my throw at you! I have my donor lined up and I know he ain't going anywhere so atleast thats not something I have to worry about! I cant wait to start that journey of my life though! My sister said her and Avery are going to start thinking about having another one in 6 months! Olive will be just over 2..so crazy. And I know my sister in law would be pregnant now if it was completely up to her!
I love babies!!
hahah Okay..I'm going to eat dinner (at 11pm..i know I know)
goodnight my friends.. I hope you are all well
xoxox