Jul 12, 2007 16:30
"I want more than I have. Sometimes even more than I need. But everybody is like that. I'm just another number, another statistic, and another face in the crowd. I go through life dealing with all the problems, exaggerating everything to get attention, and always feeling like I can't control anything. I face different things each day. Sometimes the problems are harder than others, but sometimes they're easier. Whatever the problem is, in order to solve it, I must first change my attitude. The world is a very complicated place, but I am a very simple person. I actually don't need much in life, but I am just like that: I want, I need, and I hope. Sometimes, I work very hard to gain very little, but sometimes I get lazy and don't even try at all. My weakness is not trying. If I don't do anything, how can I expect to have my goal that easily? Life is not just a walk in the park. Although going through life is tough, I have simple needs, but big wants. Sometimes I want that hip new pair of jeans that everybody has, sometimes I want that magazine that contains juicy gossip, but most of all, I want to love and to be loved. And I believe that if everybody was to love and be loved, it would make the world a happier place. Maybe our purpose in life is to find someone--that special someone. People seem brighter when they love and are loved. They have that perk in them that spreads their happiness to others; it's contagious. I know that most people go through life being confused and feeling alone, but if they really look, they have a faithful someone near them: themself. I am my own mentor. It's my own judgement that matters, it's my own thoughts that get to me, it's my own comments that help me shape myself into a better person. Because in the end, what matters the most is who I was, what I did in life, where I ended up, when I believed I could do anything, why I didn't give up, and how I did everything I did. Although I am not like other people, I can speak for them. I am generally like everybody else: I am a human being and I have feelings. I am one among many people. Because I am just another number, another statistic, and another face in the crowd. And I am simply me."
I know it was in my xanga, but I really love it. =]
inspiration