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Alright soo i talked to Mike and shits gotten better for him s0o im happy for you babe!(when you read this)=) . .anyway.. i ended up hurting someone and i didnt mean to. I feel horrible .. i havent been thinking clearly lately! There is just so much shit i have to deal with on a daily basis. Theres only so much i can take before i break. And im scared im not gonna be able to pick myself back up. I wish i could just get away! But i dont want to leave everything behind. Some things i'd be more than glad to forget and never look back on. IDK i hope i find a way to deal with everything and make shit better. WTF is up with everyone thinking that "venting" to someone who can prescibe you meds makes everything alllll better! news flash to the naive: IT DOESNT! So0 anyway tomorow i go back the damn dentist. But its all good with me..take a codone and then some nitrus, i wont know what there doin to me! =]~ . .so im runnin out of words.. lata babeZz