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[ialdabaoth]

Wow, recurring nightmares suck. I have had the same damned nightmare almost every night for nearly a year, no matter what I do to "move on". I'm so fucking tired of not being able to let shit go. I need to just let shit go. What the fuck is wrong with me that I can't just let shit go? People who can't let shit go suck.

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Pills dont mend broken hearts.

[deadboy2]

Time is your only friend. Understanding and rationalization is your only painkillers. Fill your life with fun and the time will fly by faster. If you find yourself dwelling too much, then turn the fun knob up another knotch.

Re: Pills dont mend broken hearts.

[ialdabaoth]

fun is difficult to come by when one is too obsessed to enjoy onesself.

Re: Pills dont mend broken hearts.

[deadboy2]

Thats one reason why people to turn to cathartic masochism. It's hard to not obsess when someones beating your back. Your nerve endings have a very plesant way of overriding other thought processes. Plus you have the nice floaty subspace afterwards.

Re: Pills dont mend broken hearts.

[ialdabaoth]

weirdly enough, I have the opposite reaction. Physical sensation - especially unpleasant physical sensation - often makes me focus [i]more[/i] acutely on the things that I've been admonished for focussing on.

Re: Pills dont mend broken hearts.

[deadboy2]

OK! well we have a base line to work with then. How about some serious sensory depravation. I haven't done a fun mumification in a while. Ya game?

Re: Pills dont mend broken hearts.

[ialdabaoth]

No.