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oh man, last night was so fun-Lauren's party!! i was so excited to get to see LeLe again-its weird not having her in my classes this year. i haven't had so much fun in a long time-we are so lame!! i love it!!! haley & emily were cracking me up--i havent laughed that much in forever! & vesper falling on the floor was classic!!
we started talking about how much we are going to miss that group of ppl next year when we leave & it is so depressing to think about--they all mean so much to me & i've been friends w/ them for sooo long!
carrie & brittany left for collage yesterday--i saw them friday night & started crying. i'm going to miss them sooooooo much!!! megan, john, & brad have all visited & it felt like i hadnt seen them in years. school isnt the same w/out the seniors (well i guess they're graduated now!)--it doesnt feel like school anymore, it feels like they're all on a fieldtrip & the schedule is just messed up for a little while until they come back--i want them to come back!!
i have soooo much homework this year & i have to get a job--i'm so stressed out already!! ahhh!!
how come right when i got over him he comes up again????? ugh-i just want him in my life for good or out of it for good--is that too much to ask????