inner voice says: *Benny, you idiot!!*
poasted a comment on janas journal and felt soo good about it, cause it is exactly wht i wanted to say...
i care for her so much...
but i fucked up a little.... woops.... i was so excited that i had sorted out my feelings that i called her cell phone thinking that it would be off or on silent and that i could leave her a voice mail and low and behold, she fuckin picks up... woops.... she's like "do you have any idea what time it is?" and im studdering, helplessly not knowing what to say not thinking that she would possobly have her phone on or anything, cause as far as i knew she usually shuts it off when she isn't usin it... damnit.... sorry jana, i feel like an ass for waking you up. i know you don't always have the best nights sleep anyways, and when you are i had to go and screw it up... my bad, sorry
benny
i care for her so much...
but i fucked up a little.... woops.... i was so excited that i had sorted out my feelings that i called her cell phone thinking that it would be off or on silent and that i could leave her a voice mail and low and behold, she fuckin picks up... woops.... she's like "do you have any idea what time it is?" and im studdering, helplessly not knowing what to say not thinking that she would possobly have her phone on or anything, cause as far as i knew she usually shuts it off when she isn't usin it... damnit.... sorry jana, i feel like an ass for waking you up. i know you don't always have the best nights sleep anyways, and when you are i had to go and screw it up... my bad, sorry
benny