A Retraction
So I'm covering my ass now.
I'm sorry bobby, i didn't know you meant it as "a joke".
Still hurt because it reminded me of Kingsbury and I never want to go back to that.
But Ben still isn't right, i have changed. He doesn't know...bobby, he doesn't know me.
So maybe i don't care that it was a joke, maybe i sunk down to his level, maybe...
I think Dave would be pissed that i'm apologizing and Ben would be glad...so it's up to me. I have to justify what i do to myself.
I always said that i would NEVER out ANYONE no matter what...what happened? When did I turn so goddamn egotistical and fucking self-serving?
Well, I'm sorry, that was not something i enjoyed. maybe i need anger management. i think, had you been online at that time, bobby, i would have just talked to you about it. But you weren't, so i had to do something. Arg that was pretty stupid i guess.
Lo siento mucho
Mariel
I'm sorry bobby, i didn't know you meant it as "a joke".
Still hurt because it reminded me of Kingsbury and I never want to go back to that.
But Ben still isn't right, i have changed. He doesn't know...bobby, he doesn't know me.
So maybe i don't care that it was a joke, maybe i sunk down to his level, maybe...
I think Dave would be pissed that i'm apologizing and Ben would be glad...so it's up to me. I have to justify what i do to myself.
I always said that i would NEVER out ANYONE no matter what...what happened? When did I turn so goddamn egotistical and fucking self-serving?
Well, I'm sorry, that was not something i enjoyed. maybe i need anger management. i think, had you been online at that time, bobby, i would have just talked to you about it. But you weren't, so i had to do something. Arg that was pretty stupid i guess.
Lo siento mucho
Mariel