And I'm spent!
Gosh today was long as a butt.
I woke up at quarter to 7 as always....went to school...blah.
I was voted most mature for the senior class. EVERYONE HAVEA LJ LAUGH WITH ME HERE! Lol .... I guess I am confused about the award...maybe it means like ...mature in thought and action and lifestyle and not necessarily in .... personality. COngrats to everyone else who recieved Superlatives and I would just like to say0
WHAT IS UP WITH BECKY BLEDSOE NOT GETTING ANYTHING?!?!?!?!??!?!?! I think she deserves stuff and she isn't getting recognized...but there isn't much I can do- I still love my Becky!
11 days until Mr. Cypress and I wish death upon myself because I am the biggest procrastinator of life and I can accomplish nothing. I really hope the show has a big turnout because this PROM FEST FASHION MANIA SHOW is driving me nutsd with all the promos. I just don't have time. I am ever so quicklye running out of valuable energy for the world.
SO we got straight superiors at State which is VERY suprising...Daemon was so fun as always. YOu know sometimes I realllllllllly times 238163487234 hate Chorus (Ahem 6th period today) and then we get on stage and I dunno I get like an adrenaline rush and you get all prideful like WE ROCK and you just sing. And its almost over. Gosh oh pete. Its good and bad. Like ALLLLL day I have been thinking about graduation. its like...DAYS away...days people. ANd at the tiem I want to jump up and scream- THANK YOU DEAR SWEET FREEEDOM!!!! and other times I just want to cry.
To know that I won't see Chelsea or Sophina or The Great Brandino in and out everyday. I won't get to vent to them and ask Brandon guy questions and laugh with Chelsea and SOphina about... WHATEVER from like BETTY MULLET! to the face contortion dance to what kind of poop we think eachother is. I mean ...we sat in the practice room today and sang along like idiots to so many songs and made up outrageously weird and some sappy music videos to the song. And it was so fun. ANd I love them. And I love everyone who I am not close with and I will miss them too.
NO more districts, or fighting over who stole your seat at lunch, or sharing boy troubles or homework or ANYTHING. No skit practice or club meetings. No more practice rooms that smell like fart, no more broken bathroom stalls that have been that way since freshman year but we have managed to find time to install hidden cameras in case we have sex in the hallway during 3rd period, no more being outgoing to guys who aren't willing to be outgoing back, NADA. After this we are all pretty much on our own. Of course some of these things will just always be a part of life (girls unfortunately I am not too confident that boys will become any easier to deal with) And I think I have been successfully sappy in this entire entry.
I am crying.
The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream’s beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that I would be this way,
Somehow I knew that I would slowly fade.
Now I’m gone, just try and stop me now
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I’m gone
This is the last song
- All American Rejects
I woke up at quarter to 7 as always....went to school...blah.
I was voted most mature for the senior class. EVERYONE HAVEA LJ LAUGH WITH ME HERE! Lol .... I guess I am confused about the award...maybe it means like ...mature in thought and action and lifestyle and not necessarily in .... personality. COngrats to everyone else who recieved Superlatives and I would just like to say0
WHAT IS UP WITH BECKY BLEDSOE NOT GETTING ANYTHING?!?!?!?!??!?!?! I think she deserves stuff and she isn't getting recognized...but there isn't much I can do- I still love my Becky!
11 days until Mr. Cypress and I wish death upon myself because I am the biggest procrastinator of life and I can accomplish nothing. I really hope the show has a big turnout because this PROM FEST FASHION MANIA SHOW is driving me nutsd with all the promos. I just don't have time. I am ever so quicklye running out of valuable energy for the world.
SO we got straight superiors at State which is VERY suprising...Daemon was so fun as always. YOu know sometimes I realllllllllly times 238163487234 hate Chorus (Ahem 6th period today) and then we get on stage and I dunno I get like an adrenaline rush and you get all prideful like WE ROCK and you just sing. And its almost over. Gosh oh pete. Its good and bad. Like ALLLLL day I have been thinking about graduation. its like...DAYS away...days people. ANd at the tiem I want to jump up and scream- THANK YOU DEAR SWEET FREEEDOM!!!! and other times I just want to cry.
To know that I won't see Chelsea or Sophina or The Great Brandino in and out everyday. I won't get to vent to them and ask Brandon guy questions and laugh with Chelsea and SOphina about... WHATEVER from like BETTY MULLET! to the face contortion dance to what kind of poop we think eachother is. I mean ...we sat in the practice room today and sang along like idiots to so many songs and made up outrageously weird and some sappy music videos to the song. And it was so fun. ANd I love them. And I love everyone who I am not close with and I will miss them too.
NO more districts, or fighting over who stole your seat at lunch, or sharing boy troubles or homework or ANYTHING. No skit practice or club meetings. No more practice rooms that smell like fart, no more broken bathroom stalls that have been that way since freshman year but we have managed to find time to install hidden cameras in case we have sex in the hallway during 3rd period, no more being outgoing to guys who aren't willing to be outgoing back, NADA. After this we are all pretty much on our own. Of course some of these things will just always be a part of life (girls unfortunately I am not too confident that boys will become any easier to deal with) And I think I have been successfully sappy in this entire entry.
I am crying.
The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream’s beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that I would be this way,
Somehow I knew that I would slowly fade.
Now I’m gone, just try and stop me now
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I’m gone
This is the last song
- All American Rejects