I feel like destroying something disgusting like the human race

Jun 27, 2005 05:22

I'm so fucking sick of society's bullshit and everyone around me. I fear too much to do anything about it; namely the consequences ironically that society will unleash upon me after my attack upon it. Today was just absolute shit. I'm not used to dealing with everything I've had to deal with today, so I don't know how to react to it. I need help. For once something decent is happening for me that hasn't in forever and a day, and I can't seem to grab onto it to call it my own. It's bad enough dealing with this by myself, but it's even worse to have those who fuck with me when I'm already struggling. Fuck you all! No breath would fill your lungs if I lacked the fear of reprocussions, to stop it from doing so.

Above all I am to this point disgusted with myself.
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