wait a minute...
It's not her fault. It's mine for knowing the consequence of being involved with her and doing it anyway. It's not right of me to throw it in her face about how I feel now. I made myself feel this way, she didn't do anything. I still regret saying anything though, and I know that's what started all of this, whether she planned to push me away soon or not.
Oh well, I only hope we'll still remain friends and hopefully things won't be weird between us. I need to go over there quite often and that would be sick. (In a bad way) She won't tell me why nothing can ever evolve, as much as I wish I knew I probably never will, it's up to her.. but I'm not waiting. I want to give her one last hug and kiss and tell her everything's cool and I didn't mean to fuck things up.. but she can read it fine and I doubt she'll let me get that close to her again. Also, with her 'fuck u u dont know nething' remark, I'd say she's pretty upset with me.. even if it's not my fault I don't know anything, only because she won't tell me... and I have to respect that.
meh, I'm out
Oh well, I only hope we'll still remain friends and hopefully things won't be weird between us. I need to go over there quite often and that would be sick. (In a bad way) She won't tell me why nothing can ever evolve, as much as I wish I knew I probably never will, it's up to her.. but I'm not waiting. I want to give her one last hug and kiss and tell her everything's cool and I didn't mean to fuck things up.. but she can read it fine and I doubt she'll let me get that close to her again. Also, with her 'fuck u u dont know nething' remark, I'd say she's pretty upset with me.. even if it's not my fault I don't know anything, only because she won't tell me... and I have to respect that.
meh, I'm out