Sep 07, 2006 06:20
i can already tell that this year is going to bring immense changes to my life
i'm talking to people that last year i wouldn't dare to
and it's okay, actually i'm having fun
but it's sad
that old freinds aren't in my life as much anymore
and that's my fault as much as theirs
but it's good
that new friends are letting me into their lives
and i might even get a social life back
ha
worst feeling in the world
not having him next to me
i hate it when he's gone
miami is way to far away
and i hate the separation
2 weeks, 3, a month
it's all too much
whatever
tell me... what do you want the most in life??
i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me