Feb 24, 2005 23:42
YAAAAYYYY! my silly computer has been acting up so this is the first time i could update. That's what happens when i start doing work in class.
Actually, i doing better in everything since i decided to ignore the things that bothered me. I focus on my school work and my absolutely perfect boyfriend. He is truly the best boyfriend i have ever had and i regret not dating him...... about 5 months ago. Its annoying to know that if i would have just dated Jeremy, i wouldn't have gotten grounded because my grades wouldn't have dropped due to stupid shit that happened. The dumb stuff would have never happened. Its weird to think that not doing one thing would have made my life so much better. man, what was i thinking! well, its all in the past and i can't go back and undo one of my biggest mistakes. *grumbles* geez, i wish i would have realized this two month ago. oh-well, shit happens.
ANOTHER YAY!!! Softball try-outs are going great and my coaches are so much better compared to last year. Stupid snow messed up our try-outs though. I don't know if we're having our last day of try-outs or not and i no longer know when "the list" will be posted. AAAHHHHHHH! I HATE SNOW! it screws up everything.... it reminds me of something but i can't remember right now... this is gonna bug me.
REALLY BIG YYYAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!! my favorite song is on. its "nothin to lose" by Josh Gracin. totally my song! i'm putting the lyrics on here. I FINALLY MEMORIZED IT!!! sooo happy. *sigh* i seem to be happy a lot these days. tis such a change. ok, here it is:
"Nothin' To Lose"
It was noon time, down time, break time
Summertime, Miller Time, anytime
She was looking pretty fine
A red light, green light, go
All fired upside downtown
She was shaking me all around
I was tuned in, going nowhere, second wind
Jonesing, drooling, feeling good, if you would
[Chorus:]
Oh yeah, by the way she moves
She's got me rolling in dirt in a white t-shirt
Breaker Breaker 1-9 she's a big ol' flirt
By now she's got me pretty tied up
Tied down, any way I choose
I got nothin' to lose
In like Flynt, I was
Looking for the win
Just trying anything, hey
Baby, where you been
All my life I've been looking for
Someone like you
Falling head over heels
Hey what can I do
[Repeat Chorus]
[Bridge:]
Now I'm in the fast lane going 98
By now I know she can
Smooth operate me
I know now she's no goody two shoes
But hey I got myself nothin' to lose
[Repeat Chorus twice]
Noon time, down time, break time
Summertime, Miller Time, any time
She was looking pretty fine
In like Flynn I was looking for the win
Just trying anything, hey baby where you been
All my life I been looking for someone like you
Falling head over heels hey what can I do
I got nothin' to lose, yeah
OMG!!!! other fave song came on after that one. Its "trying to find Atlantis" by Jamie o'neal. And here are the lyrics to this one!!!:
I hear he's out there somewhere
Been looking for him everywhere
From Roswell to Timbuktu I thought I found him once at a jiffy lube
But it turned into a dead end so I got my oil changed and I tried again
He was a major in archeology
I was digging on him but he wasn't on me
A girl trying to find herself the perfect man is like trying to find Atlantis
It's a mystery like the deep blue sea
You can take it you can leave it but I still believe
So I won't give up and I won't give in
I know I'm gonna find him I just don't know when
A girl trying to find herself the perfect man is like trying to find Atlantis
I met a mystic down in Memphis we stood at the foot of the pyramid
He had me looking east - He had me looking west
Then he showed me a map and said I wish you the best
There was Elvis not the real one
When told me good bye he called me hun
Just another shot in the dark like Eldorado or Noah's ark
A girl trying to find herself the perfect man is like trying to find Atlantis
It's a mystery like the deep blue sea
You can take it you can leave it but I still believe
So I won't give up and I won't give in
I know I'm gonna find him I just don't know when
A girl trying to find herself the perfect man is like trying to find Atlantis
isn't that just so true!!! well, this is horrendously long so l8r ya'll! oh, and if you didn't know, the songs above are country cuz thats all i listen to now. COUNTRY IS BETTER THAN ALL TYPES OF MUSIC!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ok, i'm done.
~Diana~