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I'm so pathetic on this sunday morning. I'm sitting in my old high school sweatshirt, eating left over pizza, watching Jerry Mcguire, and crying every time Renée Zellweger has an emotional moment.
I went on a date last night, and I don't know how I feel about it. It's really weird, the boy is nice, and he is cute, but I don't know. What is is called when you think hella people are attractive, you can attract them, then you loose interest? Am I forever destined to be stuck in this endless chase?
Is it ok to wait for perfection? Does it exist? Somebody help me out.
On another note, I got a night job for Friday nights. This last friday I worked at The Cafe near Castro for the themed night Boy Bar. I was a paid go go dancer, and I loved it. Tips were decent, drinks were free, the boys were hot, the promoter is hot (but also a rice chaser). Waiting for a call back for this upcoming week.
I went on a date last night, and I don't know how I feel about it. It's really weird, the boy is nice, and he is cute, but I don't know. What is is called when you think hella people are attractive, you can attract them, then you loose interest? Am I forever destined to be stuck in this endless chase?
Is it ok to wait for perfection? Does it exist? Somebody help me out.
On another note, I got a night job for Friday nights. This last friday I worked at The Cafe near Castro for the themed night Boy Bar. I was a paid go go dancer, and I loved it. Tips were decent, drinks were free, the boys were hot, the promoter is hot (but also a rice chaser). Waiting for a call back for this upcoming week.