ughhhh damn you, computer. i just lost my entire entry. so, take two ---
shawn is really worrying me -- he's dropped 40 lbs since we first got together [June] and he wasn't even "fat" to begin with. he's 6'3'' and says he wants to lose another "10-15 lbs" when he already weighs 165! i told him that he needs to stop taking the 4 stackers [mega caffeine pills] a DAY that he consumes and eat healthier [because right now, he barely eats at all], AND that if he went to a doctor right now, they'd tell him that he has a problem. i think he got the message, but i'm still worried about him. i told him that i love him just the way he is and he doesn't need to change anything about himself. i know he's very insecure and i hope that maybe by offering to go to the gym with him that a] he'll feel better about himself and b] i'll get into better shape again. he vowed to cut out the Stackers and to eat better. i only hope he keeps his word, because i cannot deal with another guy who has an addiction.
on a lighter, happier note, Pot Psychology is the most HILARIOUS video you will ever see.
go here:
vimeo.com/user694489 to enjoy :D
xoxo.