take me to new york. i'd love to see LA.
"back to reality" is an understatement. back to my crazy, go-non-stop life is more like it.
waking up for work this morning was almost impossible. i felt groggy, my eyelids refused to stay open. but at 7:15 i made myself sit up, as though that would make my brain begin to function. negative. i practically sleep-walked through my morning routine, which always consists of a cigarette, shower, the picking-through of clothes, and well you know. all that jazz. artie came in around close to ten and we had a pseudo meeting; mostly just shot the shit though. i went home for lunch at 11:40ish and thats when my day flipped upside down. shawn's mom called and, as usual, needed us to do her a favor. so i went over to her house and waited for an oxygen tank for shawn's grandmother to arrive because she wasn't home to sign for it. then i had to go to middletown to pick up my Rx refills cause i had, well HAVE, a killer headache and felt light-headed and yucky. so here i am, just getting back to the office at four o'clock, not having gotten anything done. FRUSTRATING.
i was supposed to go with shawn and his dad to the house in hagerstown to look at the electric tonight, but i told shawn i'd rather stay home. the house is a mess, the cats are on a weird eating schedule, and im just too tired to do anything else today.
always too much to do, never enough time to do it. always tired. always stressed.
sometimes i like it because it motivates me to be productive, but today, im just too out of it to care.
btw, vacation was fabulous. photos are posted on my facebook.
waking up for work this morning was almost impossible. i felt groggy, my eyelids refused to stay open. but at 7:15 i made myself sit up, as though that would make my brain begin to function. negative. i practically sleep-walked through my morning routine, which always consists of a cigarette, shower, the picking-through of clothes, and well you know. all that jazz. artie came in around close to ten and we had a pseudo meeting; mostly just shot the shit though. i went home for lunch at 11:40ish and thats when my day flipped upside down. shawn's mom called and, as usual, needed us to do her a favor. so i went over to her house and waited for an oxygen tank for shawn's grandmother to arrive because she wasn't home to sign for it. then i had to go to middletown to pick up my Rx refills cause i had, well HAVE, a killer headache and felt light-headed and yucky. so here i am, just getting back to the office at four o'clock, not having gotten anything done. FRUSTRATING.
i was supposed to go with shawn and his dad to the house in hagerstown to look at the electric tonight, but i told shawn i'd rather stay home. the house is a mess, the cats are on a weird eating schedule, and im just too tired to do anything else today.
always too much to do, never enough time to do it. always tired. always stressed.
sometimes i like it because it motivates me to be productive, but today, im just too out of it to care.
btw, vacation was fabulous. photos are posted on my facebook.