i was born to tell you i love you..

[i_willremember]

its been an intense couple of days. yesterday was just a rollercoaster of sorts. i had slept at brandon's house the night before, and we had to wake up kinda early because he had a MVA hearing about getting his license back. to make a long story short cause 1- im too lazy to type it all out, and 2- brandon, im sure, doesnt want all his busnass all over the internet, he ended up not being able to get it back cause the fucking law has just changed again. so if he wants a license, he has to pay something ridiculous like $9000 for an interlock device. he was really really really upset, needless to say. like, really pissed off. throwing shit outside the car and screaming and..yeah, it was bad. so after all that mess, we went to make 'n' music realy quick, then to his parents house to pick up a flat tire that his dad fixed for me, and to get his new cell phone cause he broke the old one when he was mad one day. much crying ensued later on in the night, after a smoke sesh with shayna, garen, angela, and jared. not on my part, but both brandon and myself. a LOT of it. haha. it was kinda silly, actually. a lot of things in our lives are going to be changing soon, hopefully not, but i guess we'll find out on wednesday when he goes to see his PO. im so scared for him. but i just keep praying and i know things will work out the way God has planned.

totally bought RIOT! today. AMAZING. fucking just..incredible. brandon even likes it. hahahah. and thats saying a lot for him. he's such a reggaehead. so ive been cleaning the house like crazy since he is at work all afternoon. then swimming at mom&dad's maybe. we're planning a trip to Cali soon. im so excited! roadtrip!!
looooooooove.