all we know is falling..
i...dont even know where to start. my life has all at once been flipped upside down and i still can't catch my breath or regain composure from the shock.
i shouldn't be that surprised. hell, i shouldn't be at all. if anything i should have expected this. i should have been well prepared for him to leave me once again. i feel so foolish. and so heart-broken and so sad...and why can't we just BE together? why does it have to be so hard?
you can't erase us when you're scared.
so i have no job. i have no boyfriend. i have friends, though, that have been keeping me preoccupied. and for that i am grateful. i still can't even think about him without being on the verge of tears. everything still hurts. everything stings and i just want it to go back to the way it was. when we were happy. when we were "going to last forever". wasn't that what you said?
you have offended my faith and trust.
summer has nearly arrived. and i just want to drive around with my windows down, singing at the top of my lungs. until they hurt. until i feel okay.
i shouldn't be that surprised. hell, i shouldn't be at all. if anything i should have expected this. i should have been well prepared for him to leave me once again. i feel so foolish. and so heart-broken and so sad...and why can't we just BE together? why does it have to be so hard?
you can't erase us when you're scared.
so i have no job. i have no boyfriend. i have friends, though, that have been keeping me preoccupied. and for that i am grateful. i still can't even think about him without being on the verge of tears. everything still hurts. everything stings and i just want it to go back to the way it was. when we were happy. when we were "going to last forever". wasn't that what you said?
you have offended my faith and trust.
summer has nearly arrived. and i just want to drive around with my windows down, singing at the top of my lungs. until they hurt. until i feel okay.