is it possible for two people to need the same thing?
its been somewhat of a lazy day. the rest of the week is going to be busy, though. i work at alicia L tomorrow-sunday at least 5 hours every day. tomorrow i have to teach ballet VI, so i guess i should get a lesson plan together. im so happy, my musical theatre class' recital piece is almost finished. now if only i could get on the ball and finish all my other classes dances.
last night i went over to matthew's house, and it was wonderful. he kissed me and it seemed like he truly wanted to be with me in those moments. sometimes i wish i had the ability to keep myself from falling in love. maybe i wouldnt feel nearly half as much as i so desperately want to, but at least i wouldnt get hurt.
but maybe in the end, love is worth all the hurt.
maybe i'll never know whats truly "worth it".
last night i went over to matthew's house, and it was wonderful. he kissed me and it seemed like he truly wanted to be with me in those moments. sometimes i wish i had the ability to keep myself from falling in love. maybe i wouldnt feel nearly half as much as i so desperately want to, but at least i wouldnt get hurt.
but maybe in the end, love is worth all the hurt.
maybe i'll never know whats truly "worth it".