everything looks perfect from far away...
im at downtime with twinnie, navit, jason, dusty, and adrienne. im drinking some delicious iced tea in a box and im honestly starving cause im too poor to buy food. i had to bum $2 from the girls to get my tea.
living on my own is great, but the lack of money suckzzz.
i like my big bag. aha.
but seriously. matthew's been recording nonstop lately. and it makes me proud of him. and sad cause i never get to see him anymore except for some odd hours during the night. hopefully he'll spend the night tonight. last night i kept having bad nightmares and really wanted him by my side.
ive been dancing lots lately which makes me feel really good. and singing Rent a lot, and watching Rent a lot. which makes me hopefully and at ease.
i really like my life and where its headed. im trying not to be fearful of the future and the change it will bring.
i am grateful.
living on my own is great, but the lack of money suckzzz.
i like my big bag. aha.
but seriously. matthew's been recording nonstop lately. and it makes me proud of him. and sad cause i never get to see him anymore except for some odd hours during the night. hopefully he'll spend the night tonight. last night i kept having bad nightmares and really wanted him by my side.
ive been dancing lots lately which makes me feel really good. and singing Rent a lot, and watching Rent a lot. which makes me hopefully and at ease.
i really like my life and where its headed. im trying not to be fearful of the future and the change it will bring.
i am grateful.