bad versus good
badness:
i am STURESSED OUT TO THA MAXX.
my parents are being ghey.
i just want to move out.
i need to fucking job.
LIKE REALLY.
i had a panic attack last night.
i sleep my life away.
i felt so defeated and depressed yesterday that right after i got out of the shower, i wrapped myself up in my sheets and passed out. just to escape reality.
god i sound so dumb.
and pathetically hopeless.
i miss matthew.
i wont see him til tomorrow night.
MAYBE tonight, if im really lucky.
gah.
i really miss him.
goodness:
peppermint tea is the best thing ever.
my friends are nice to me.
everything is okay with hailz now, which makes me ecstatically happy.
dance is fun- after this weekend's competition i will be at ease.
my dad fully supports me and my decisions. i love him.
im currently doing laundry.
kay so i know how i always say its "the little things in life" that should make you happy, but i REALLY had to stretch to make some good on that list. svnapoinascmaoieipwsrmbaowfa. yeah.
what the hell am i going to do when everyone leaves for school again??
winter break does not help a damn thing.
im really bitter right now.
i am STURESSED OUT TO THA MAXX.
my parents are being ghey.
i just want to move out.
i need to fucking job.
LIKE REALLY.
i had a panic attack last night.
i sleep my life away.
i felt so defeated and depressed yesterday that right after i got out of the shower, i wrapped myself up in my sheets and passed out. just to escape reality.
god i sound so dumb.
and pathetically hopeless.
i miss matthew.
i wont see him til tomorrow night.
MAYBE tonight, if im really lucky.
gah.
i really miss him.
goodness:
peppermint tea is the best thing ever.
my friends are nice to me.
everything is okay with hailz now, which makes me ecstatically happy.
dance is fun- after this weekend's competition i will be at ease.
my dad fully supports me and my decisions. i love him.
im currently doing laundry.
kay so i know how i always say its "the little things in life" that should make you happy, but i REALLY had to stretch to make some good on that list. svnapoinascmaoieipwsrmbaowfa. yeah.
what the hell am i going to do when everyone leaves for school again??
winter break does not help a damn thing.
im really bitter right now.