the worst is over for now...
"i die, just a little bit every day, but i keep smiling. not for myself, oh no. to do something for my own benefit would be murder. people keep coming up to me just to watch me burn.
you think im poetic. you think i am deep. special. sad. misunderstood. Bitch. but you're all wrong- i am none of these things. cant you see that im just a fucked up little depressed girl? a girl who just wants to be left alone. who hides all her dreams from the world because she's afraid of actually being happy."[JMG 12/30/03]
and somehow i still feel the same way...
you think im poetic. you think i am deep. special. sad. misunderstood. Bitch. but you're all wrong- i am none of these things. cant you see that im just a fucked up little depressed girl? a girl who just wants to be left alone. who hides all her dreams from the world because she's afraid of actually being happy."[JMG 12/30/03]
and somehow i still feel the same way...