Apr 02, 2005 14:13
i came to the realization a couple of minutes ago that i have AWESOME friends. I realized what teddy meant all this time when he's said his friends are his family. the few whom i realized were my "true" friends i realized that i felt closer to them than anyone...our friendship feels like more than just friendship, i feel like family with them.
...............last night I, as in me by myself, nearly got into a fight with several burley guys. i knew that the majority of my "family" was there...elliot, matt henson, teddy, ricky, and drew... so i knew that if i needed help it was there, as i was arguing with the main guy after punching him in his jaw i looked out of the corner of my eyes and saw "the family" "modin' up", and then i realized that this is a true friend. no matter what ready to do anything for you. always there to help you in whatever way possible. you're probably thinking..."she thinks true friends are the ones that fight for you" but it's more than that, there's a deeper meaning. for someone to fight for/ with you is to put his/ her well being on the line. that means not being selfish and considering that 99.9 percent of the time people are consciously or unconsciously being selfish, that means alot.
kay and i'm done with that
the family may perhaps try getting a house. but only one of us has a serious jobs so it's really iffy. but we're all game, but we know that we need jobs so we're on a mad crazy job hunt right now.
bitches will get stiches....let it be known....you gotta let a bitch know when they're a bitch, and we will not hesitate.
respect.