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[i_will_killyoux]

All I see are dark gray clouds in the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you'd ask, "Is something wrong?" (I'd think)
"You're damn right there is, but we can't talk about it now. No we can't talk about it now."

So one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile and it was cheap and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah, you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me.

so i saw pinback the other night.
it was incredible.
i had a great night.
marc cried on the subway.

i got a job.
i don't get paid until next week.
but i have job.
meaning...the $4.77 i have in my bank account right now will soon be multipling.

i forgot what its like to not be restless.
i'm getting bored.

we all know what happens...
sick cycle.

lovie love love love
stay stay stay

i got so mad today and i honestly don't know why i did.

im done.
shower me and straighten me.
put me to bed!

damnit.
i'm throwing tantrums like the toddlers.
i'm pathetic.

i'm stopppinnnnng