what heppend

[i_will_4eva]

OK i just got back from liana's this gurl i love. well one day this week she went to her ex's and left me with her brother ryan and her likes me alot well i was in the middle of being takin over by demons the only thing i could say was i dunno i couldn't say anything else i tryed so hard to but i couldn't talk. well b4 she got home he startd asking me questions and all i could say was i dunno. well he asked me what i would do if she started rubbing my legs and all i cold say was i dunno. so he started and he asked me what i would do if he kissed my neck and i said i dunno so her did. And he turned me ova on my back and stared dry humping me and finally i got the word no out he almost went throug my shorts they was really short. But i finaly tould him to stop and get off of me and he did after askin why i tould him to i said . i love your sister. then i took my stuff down stairs b.c i slept on the chouch that night and he said she was gonna sleep in his room but didn't. he slept in the chair.then i went and took a shower b.c i felt so dirty bc i'm a lesbian. i didn't say anything to liana b.c i didn't want to runin the day i tryed to keep it off my mind as much as i could b.c i was leaving that night witch was last night it happend 2 mornings ago i think i'm not sure all i no is that i don't ever want to here form him or have any thing to do with him again i feel so low i feel like a pice of shit lower than life b.c i couldn't stop him untill the end.And i no once she reads this she will fuckin kill him. but i just can't hink about it any more when i was doin paper liana yesterday b4 i had to come home he kept getting close to me and by them my demons had takin more control of me i started twitching really bad and my eyes kept turning black and opening and closing really quik and i started jumping everythime he got close to me i didn't evan want to see him b.c i would start shaking and couldn't breath and twitching really bad and i would start to go in a trans of some sort not really shore what it was though. but i'ma bounce l8r all

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