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well, today still sucks but it's getting alittle better. me and my mom are going to go to the backstreet boys concert.::smile, smile:: it should be really fun. and i might be going to ozfest tomorrow whit steph. but i dont know if i will. i hope it will be fun. me and chris are still kind-a fighting but i really dont think a hug is that big of a deal. i mean it was a fucking hug. nothing more. and he freaks out. it kind-a bugges me becuase i always asked him to not let katelynn come over when i wasn't there and he always did and then he asks me to stop talking to all my good guy friends and i do all accept 1 and thats troy and we really don't talk more then from him to ask me when he is going to get his cd's back. but i really dont know i didn't think that he would freak outover a hug. i mean do any of you guys think a hug is a big deal? i real don't think that he sould have been even thinking about breaking up with me for a god damn hug i mean it real makes me think about how much he real loves me or how much he really ares. but i really dont know what to think any more. i want us to last i really really do. i love him more then anything or any one i have ever loved before i wouldn't do anything to hurt him or i wouldn't try to do anything to hurt him. i love him 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 GREEN PEANUT M&M'S.

i hate how i have no friends to talk to about all this t\shit so i have to make a fucking livejournal to get shit off my mind, it's kind-of sad.