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[i_was_so_gay]

you know it seriously seems like...

life isnt worth as much
as people make it out to be.
theres always disapointment..
and sadness and..

a bunch of other stuff.
people always let you down..
you always let people down.
it never ends.

i just wish that all feelings were mutual.
i wish that i could be open and people
would be open with me.

i wish people understood where i was coming from.
and visa versa

i miss my old life.
i would give anything to go back.
i hate feeling forgotten.
this entry will be read and looked over.
but if you could feel what im feeling...

maybe you would care.
just a little.

im sorry things had to end with ALL of us.
but just to let you know..
from the bottom of my heart...
i still think about all of you everyday..
i still care everday.

and i love you.

i know it still means nothing.
its ok.