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im so bored.
last night was amazing, i wore mittens and lay on the floor. got locked in emmas toilet and cried. everybody danced. played snap. stole vodka.
today i sewed up the rip in the bum of jords jeans for him, they smelt so bad, gonna make him wash them. He is wearing my jeans at work today, i like the ability to share clothes, its lovely.
tonight we are going to lauras :) im not going to drink though because it makes me spazzy, im not sure why. You know when you just get random boughts of sadness when you are drunk, i really have no reason but i feel anxious. Maybe i slept too much today. pffleh. I keep listening to the used and sitting on my floor.
beth sent me Beck - everybody's gotta learn sometimes and its really lovely but we cant work out if its on a loop, it keeps cutting out. this is not good.
mums friends are coming round and she told me to wear a scarf because jord tainted me with a whore bite, she doesnt want them to think im a harlet. I hate love bites, i remember kind of going 'ooow' when it was happening and trying to make it stop. didnt work. *rubs neck*
What shal i do today? sorry this update is so disjointed. Its already dark so i might just not go out until tonight. I cant wait until beth gets back so i can talk to her during the day and not computers.
I could see if any films are on, i might do that. I want to go shopping but i have no money, is it really sad that when i have nothing to do i instantly think 'yeah i could go shopping...' like all the time? i think it means that i am a bland superficial person, superficial is not the work im searching for but i dont know what is.. oh.
Maybe i will just keep writing in this until i totally completely have NOTHING else to say, ooh sophie is talking to me :) hah she just reminded me that I HAVE A CAR. it is a white fiesta, fucking classy.
DONE. X
what does quixotic mean?
last night was amazing, i wore mittens and lay on the floor. got locked in emmas toilet and cried. everybody danced. played snap. stole vodka.
today i sewed up the rip in the bum of jords jeans for him, they smelt so bad, gonna make him wash them. He is wearing my jeans at work today, i like the ability to share clothes, its lovely.
tonight we are going to lauras :) im not going to drink though because it makes me spazzy, im not sure why. You know when you just get random boughts of sadness when you are drunk, i really have no reason but i feel anxious. Maybe i slept too much today. pffleh. I keep listening to the used and sitting on my floor.
beth sent me Beck - everybody's gotta learn sometimes and its really lovely but we cant work out if its on a loop, it keeps cutting out. this is not good.
mums friends are coming round and she told me to wear a scarf because jord tainted me with a whore bite, she doesnt want them to think im a harlet. I hate love bites, i remember kind of going 'ooow' when it was happening and trying to make it stop. didnt work. *rubs neck*
What shal i do today? sorry this update is so disjointed. Its already dark so i might just not go out until tonight. I cant wait until beth gets back so i can talk to her during the day and not computers.
I could see if any films are on, i might do that. I want to go shopping but i have no money, is it really sad that when i have nothing to do i instantly think 'yeah i could go shopping...' like all the time? i think it means that i am a bland superficial person, superficial is not the work im searching for but i dont know what is.. oh.
Maybe i will just keep writing in this until i totally completely have NOTHING else to say, ooh sophie is talking to me :) hah she just reminded me that I HAVE A CAR. it is a white fiesta, fucking classy.
DONE. X
what does quixotic mean?