Emo Entry
First of all I've forgotten how much of a kick arse album Resolver (by Veruca Salt) is. I hadn't listend to it for a while. It's pretty much the album a describes me right now.
Second- Katie Q. I'm part way through catching up with ur LJ. Sorry it's taken me so long. Your trip sounds awesome!
Now..... For the last couple of months I've been buggered. I think it's need to take a holiday time of year. Working fulltime and going to the gym has partly contributed to it I guess. But I'm another dress size down. So it's good in away.
Last couple of weeks have been hard. Mandy had her baby. She had a little girl called Lilly. But she's since had an infection in her blood stream and is constantly in pain. It was hard talking to her but being so far away to help. She can't even cuddle her baby and wont be able to for 6-8 weeks!
I'm not sure how long I'll be employed for. 'C' is leaving in september. I knew that. She asked me to go into bussiness with her. I ended up saying no. I'm not ready to get a bank loan for something I don't know how long I can commit too. The printing/ Photo/ Lab industry has changed alot over the years and I'm not liking it one bit.
I'm ready for a change, ready for a break. Part of me knows what I want to do but not sure how I'll pull it off. I need motivation and I don't have alot of that right now. Part of me is also stressing about how I'm going to pay rent, bills, food etc etc. Speaking of which. The lease will be up soon. I also have to think about where I'm going to live. If I move I'll have to scrap for bond.
I thought about travel. Melbourne and I do fucking love it here and it has been great but it's becoming too small and I won't have the money anytime soon.
Thus is the reason I haven't been been out and about lately. I'm pulling out my hair right now. I haven'ttold mum and dad about the job situtation as I want to tell them face to face (their down during the long weekend). Also trying to save cash.
Unfortunately I'm in my mid 20's and still have no ea where I'm going.
Second- Katie Q. I'm part way through catching up with ur LJ. Sorry it's taken me so long. Your trip sounds awesome!
Now..... For the last couple of months I've been buggered. I think it's need to take a holiday time of year. Working fulltime and going to the gym has partly contributed to it I guess. But I'm another dress size down. So it's good in away.
Last couple of weeks have been hard. Mandy had her baby. She had a little girl called Lilly. But she's since had an infection in her blood stream and is constantly in pain. It was hard talking to her but being so far away to help. She can't even cuddle her baby and wont be able to for 6-8 weeks!
I'm not sure how long I'll be employed for. 'C' is leaving in september. I knew that. She asked me to go into bussiness with her. I ended up saying no. I'm not ready to get a bank loan for something I don't know how long I can commit too. The printing/ Photo/ Lab industry has changed alot over the years and I'm not liking it one bit.
I'm ready for a change, ready for a break. Part of me knows what I want to do but not sure how I'll pull it off. I need motivation and I don't have alot of that right now. Part of me is also stressing about how I'm going to pay rent, bills, food etc etc. Speaking of which. The lease will be up soon. I also have to think about where I'm going to live. If I move I'll have to scrap for bond.
I thought about travel. Melbourne and I do fucking love it here and it has been great but it's becoming too small and I won't have the money anytime soon.
Thus is the reason I haven't been been out and about lately. I'm pulling out my hair right now. I haven'ttold mum and dad about the job situtation as I want to tell them face to face (their down during the long weekend). Also trying to save cash.
Unfortunately I'm in my mid 20's and still have no ea where I'm going.