BURRRRP! :)
I got told that I never write long entries anymore.. which is VERY true.. lol.. so here it goes..
I guess I thought leaving the people I used to hang out with would change everything about me.. like, I blamed the people I was with for everything I did.. but in actuality it was me doing everything, it was my decisions, I did what I wanted to do.. I guess I should give myself props for changing what I do and changing my decisions.. :)
I think everyone will slowly, but surely, learn that every single person in one way or the other is the same.. you think you've met the one perfect person in the world-you haven't.. you think they'll never do anything wrong to you-they will.. you trust them with everything-you shouldn't.. With every knew person comes a new suprise.. a new trick.. a new problem.. I am soo tired of getting treated like DIRT! fucking DIRT! If I want to say something, let me talk-dont cut me off and tell me to shut the fuck up because YOU think that'd be funny! don't tell me to get the fuck out of the car and slap me across the face and then laugh about it.. you're not funny.. because when I start crying because of your jokes you should know you've gone too far.. but if you don't care then I dont want to talk to you.. or be around you, because how rude is that! it's not funny to be an ass hole infront of people and then nice when no ones around.. and this is going to SOO many different people right now.. I'm just sick of it.. it's only funny to an extent and you've exceeded that point.. I find new friends and expect to be treated nicely.. and it never happens.. people get too comfortable with me and seem to think they can do as they please.. well fuck that, I'm sick of.. why be friends with someone thats gonna make you cry?
on another note!!
The only reason I got through this weekend is because of Terri, Stephanie, Heather, Michaela, and Kristina.. thanks loves :).. last night we all (except for heather :/) slept at Michaela's and everyone but TM was up doing crunches at 2 AM! lmao.. then TM yelled at us :(. HAHA.. then today we just chilled all day.. and all weekend at all times at least one of us was in a 'mood'.. we're cool kids..
Terri and I are having a meeting about Stephanie.. HaHaHa.. WE <3 HER!!
<33
ps. if things dont change I'm not stickin around much longer..
pss. i can't ever burp again infront of him, damnit :/..
psss. we determined my phone is CONSTANTLY ringing..
pssss. stephanie's dad wants my bod.. LMAO!
I guess I thought leaving the people I used to hang out with would change everything about me.. like, I blamed the people I was with for everything I did.. but in actuality it was me doing everything, it was my decisions, I did what I wanted to do.. I guess I should give myself props for changing what I do and changing my decisions.. :)
I think everyone will slowly, but surely, learn that every single person in one way or the other is the same.. you think you've met the one perfect person in the world-you haven't.. you think they'll never do anything wrong to you-they will.. you trust them with everything-you shouldn't.. With every knew person comes a new suprise.. a new trick.. a new problem.. I am soo tired of getting treated like DIRT! fucking DIRT! If I want to say something, let me talk-dont cut me off and tell me to shut the fuck up because YOU think that'd be funny! don't tell me to get the fuck out of the car and slap me across the face and then laugh about it.. you're not funny.. because when I start crying because of your jokes you should know you've gone too far.. but if you don't care then I dont want to talk to you.. or be around you, because how rude is that! it's not funny to be an ass hole infront of people and then nice when no ones around.. and this is going to SOO many different people right now.. I'm just sick of it.. it's only funny to an extent and you've exceeded that point.. I find new friends and expect to be treated nicely.. and it never happens.. people get too comfortable with me and seem to think they can do as they please.. well fuck that, I'm sick of.. why be friends with someone thats gonna make you cry?
on another note!!
The only reason I got through this weekend is because of Terri, Stephanie, Heather, Michaela, and Kristina.. thanks loves :).. last night we all (except for heather :/) slept at Michaela's and everyone but TM was up doing crunches at 2 AM! lmao.. then TM yelled at us :(. HAHA.. then today we just chilled all day.. and all weekend at all times at least one of us was in a 'mood'.. we're cool kids..
Terri and I are having a meeting about Stephanie.. HaHaHa.. WE <3 HER!!
<33
ps. if things dont change I'm not stickin around much longer..
pss. i can't ever burp again infront of him, damnit :/..
psss. we determined my phone is CONSTANTLY ringing..
pssss. stephanie's dad wants my bod.. LMAO!