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i'm fat, i'm fat, i'm really really fat... oh well... i believe i'll at least go back down to 90 pounds after she's born... my body just isn't built to store all kinds of fat... and i'm not THAT fat either... just alot fatter than i was... anyway for some reason tea drives this child CRAZY... it's like friggin lydia fuel...
i'm scared as all hell... not of being a mom or anything, i'm just scared that she's going to come too early, or i'm not going to know what to do when i go into labor and i'm gonna panic... i'm paranoid... i left work already, i couldn't take it anymore... standing up all those goddamn hours, being short of breath all the time... not being able to see anything... I CAN'T WAIT TILL SHE FINALLY GETS HERE!!! i really don't have that long left... about 2 to 2 and a half months left... she's due on july 29th, so it won't really hurt if she's born at like say, the beginning of the month...
holy crap she's strong... hee...hee...hee... she's beating me up...
i'm getting rid of the crap car THANK GOD!!! i'm finally getting a new car... only cause i can't drive a baby around in a car with no air conditioner or mirror...
i'm scared as all hell... not of being a mom or anything, i'm just scared that she's going to come too early, or i'm not going to know what to do when i go into labor and i'm gonna panic... i'm paranoid... i left work already, i couldn't take it anymore... standing up all those goddamn hours, being short of breath all the time... not being able to see anything... I CAN'T WAIT TILL SHE FINALLY GETS HERE!!! i really don't have that long left... about 2 to 2 and a half months left... she's due on july 29th, so it won't really hurt if she's born at like say, the beginning of the month...
holy crap she's strong... hee...hee...hee... she's beating me up...
i'm getting rid of the crap car THANK GOD!!! i'm finally getting a new car... only cause i can't drive a baby around in a car with no air conditioner or mirror...