first time
right now i am half baked, this is my first journal entry and feel like getting deep... so if you care to hear the stupid shit that will come out join me!
why is the 1st time for any paticular action you feel a sense of nervousness, excitement or a tid bit shy? unless the person is a freak, everyone gets this way in some degree. i like that feeling you get, it is like butterflys in your stomach. your not sure if you're doing whatever it is that your goin to do right. i guess i like this feeling so much cus it's like living on the edge. the first time i hit a bigger kicker, or a new crazy rail i get the feeling like what the hell am i doing, i'm goin to kill myself! and then i just laugh at my thoughts and go for it.
i wonder why i act like this? my mom says its cause i got too many concussions. i thinks it's more or less because you never know when your time is up so make the best of it while you can. that is what i'm set out to do. if i live to be old and gray one day i want to look back at my life and say wow that was some f*cked up sh*t! and thats pretty much it.
why is the 1st time for any paticular action you feel a sense of nervousness, excitement or a tid bit shy? unless the person is a freak, everyone gets this way in some degree. i like that feeling you get, it is like butterflys in your stomach. your not sure if you're doing whatever it is that your goin to do right. i guess i like this feeling so much cus it's like living on the edge. the first time i hit a bigger kicker, or a new crazy rail i get the feeling like what the hell am i doing, i'm goin to kill myself! and then i just laugh at my thoughts and go for it.
i wonder why i act like this? my mom says its cause i got too many concussions. i thinks it's more or less because you never know when your time is up so make the best of it while you can. that is what i'm set out to do. if i live to be old and gray one day i want to look back at my life and say wow that was some f*cked up sh*t! and thats pretty much it.