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It's so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my heart each day, I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window, let's me know that I'm still alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.
Paint my face in shades of blood and grey and take a seat right next to me
Well I should've known that you were a killer.
But now I'm dead.
A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tounge to end my life.
You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.
You'll never know.
The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day.
A gaping hole shot...(shot through my heart)
A lost connection from your poison dart.
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.
I try so f-ing hard, but I can't fit your mold.
You ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna pay
I'll stab you one time.
I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain.
Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?
I wanna kill you.
so this song is really deep for me because i told you guys before that i haven't been able to sleep, this is why "Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?". i have been seeing my past and kinda re-living it, i feel everything i felt when it all happend, like i am there, at that moment, again... it reaches all the way back to when i was about 11, when i was drinking, not something i am proud of, but that is my past, i have come so far. i hope that you not hold that against me, but thats only what i asked.... and it comes all the way up to my last mistake i made, kinda like i am showing myself what i could have done to make that situation better.... i duno what to say right now so i am guna stop writing, if you wana talk, hit me up on aim.. later
in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my heart each day, I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window, let's me know that I'm still alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.
Paint my face in shades of blood and grey and take a seat right next to me
Well I should've known that you were a killer.
But now I'm dead.
A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tounge to end my life.
You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.
You'll never know.
The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day.
A gaping hole shot...(shot through my heart)
A lost connection from your poison dart.
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.
I try so f-ing hard, but I can't fit your mold.
You ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna pay
I'll stab you one time.
I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain.
Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?
I wanna kill you.
so this song is really deep for me because i told you guys before that i haven't been able to sleep, this is why "Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?". i have been seeing my past and kinda re-living it, i feel everything i felt when it all happend, like i am there, at that moment, again... it reaches all the way back to when i was about 11, when i was drinking, not something i am proud of, but that is my past, i have come so far. i hope that you not hold that against me, but thats only what i asked.... and it comes all the way up to my last mistake i made, kinda like i am showing myself what i could have done to make that situation better.... i duno what to say right now so i am guna stop writing, if you wana talk, hit me up on aim.. later