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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ok. IM PISSED. really really really pissed. past two days, i have 1) been doing everything wrong, being terrible to everyone, and not realizing it soon enough. 2)failed at making plans for a concert, blah blah blah i dont feel like talking really. 3) found the most gorgeous brown drapey satin gown, which would be GORGEOUS for prom, which was ON SALE, and the orignal price was 129, and it was actually going to be lower.....and then mom went back on her word! she outright lied to me!
"you can get any dress under 200$" turned into "129? thats rediculous! im not getting you a dress more expensive than any dress i've ever owned?" gee, that doesnt sound jealous, does it? the one time i want her to live vicariously, no. i want to look good and feel good for prom, and this was the only long gown i found that i liked....its so effing flattering too. DAMMIT.
i really hate when people go back on their words. especially someone i need to trust as much as her. mother effer.
so THAT sucks. i hate people sometimes. and im selfish. and i know it, and now i feel like a whiny bitch, but goddamnit, i want to look good for this... and it was so pretty. and i DID go by the guidelines my mom had set up...i guess next time i have to have her WRITE DOWN something, so i can prove to her that she went back on her word. f that.... DIE! AHHH!
this is stupid. i hate being so angry over such a little thing.
"you can get any dress under 200$" turned into "129? thats rediculous! im not getting you a dress more expensive than any dress i've ever owned?" gee, that doesnt sound jealous, does it? the one time i want her to live vicariously, no. i want to look good and feel good for prom, and this was the only long gown i found that i liked....its so effing flattering too. DAMMIT.
i really hate when people go back on their words. especially someone i need to trust as much as her. mother effer.
so THAT sucks. i hate people sometimes. and im selfish. and i know it, and now i feel like a whiny bitch, but goddamnit, i want to look good for this... and it was so pretty. and i DID go by the guidelines my mom had set up...i guess next time i have to have her WRITE DOWN something, so i can prove to her that she went back on her word. f that.... DIE! AHHH!
this is stupid. i hate being so angry over such a little thing.