Feb 25, 2007 11:28
I feel kinda short of breath right now. Like a literaly emptiness in my sternum. Like theres air in there.
I have to stop looking at pictures of hawaii and back home. I've never felt this way. Like in hawaii I just cried a lot when I was homesick. But right now its not tears and its not anger. I am very happy but I have this strange feeling in my chest.
I have never missed my friends so much in my whole life. I get really upset when I see these pix of the beach in hawaii. Something is telling me that I need to go there and be there right now. I don't know what it is.
i miss back home too. my senior year i relied on my friends and they were my everything. they still are and i want to be with them. all i can do is count right? 2 months and 2 weeks....
i love you guys...i can always feel that, no matter how hard the heart ache is.