Jun 13, 2006 22:12
so i do these a lot, big deal.
you all know they're fun.
you love to guess them.
1. when i found about what happened to you, i was very very scared. we're not incredibly close; this is weird, but i didn't realize how much i've loved being friends with you until now. you are one of the most hilarious and honest people i've ever known, and although it's very possible we'll lose touch, i hope you know how great i think you are.
2. i know i harass you about how you may not love me as much as you love another sibling of mine, but deep down i know we have a really good friendship. we never hang out, and we should. i don't tell you enough how much fun i have when i'm with you.
3. wow, you are such a cutie. please continue to be mary christ when talking to me. as much as possible.
4. we've had some conflict lately, and i've been more honest with you than i ever have before. i was scared about telling you what i really think, but it turns out that i didn't have any reason to be afraid. the end of this year is painful mainly because you're leaving. not for good, i understand, but still, you won't be here for me every day. i guess i'll have to express the rest of this sentiment in your yearbook, and in that mix cd i'm putting together - i wouldn't want to ruin this on livejournal. i love you with all of my heart.
5. i'm sorry we grew apart as this year came to a close. i miss you. you understand me so well, and truthfully, there has never been one moment in our friendship when i've been angry, annoyed, or bored with you. i don't think i had a hand in the gradual decrease of our closeness, but if i did, i wish you could tell me how to make it right. i'll always admire and love you, and i hope we can reconnect even a little bit before you have to go.
6. i forgive you for leaving me washed up on the shores of the parkway playground. we really are bffers. every day i'm happy that we're friends. there's never a dull moment when we're together - or even a moment when we're not thinking about ways to channel alexander hamilton. i really love you, and sometime next year, we'll cut sixth period and go to mcdonald's.
7. you are a waste of space. i find a little comfort in the fact that you are so annoying that you will probably never get anywhere in the future. find yourself a life. get off the computer, take off your chunky jewelry.
8. there have been a lot of times this year when i've doubted the honesty of my friends, and i've wondered if they're being real with me. not once in the entire time we've known eachother have i wondered that about you. i can't spend enough time talking about how amazing you are; you're smart and funny and sincere and i know you care about me. i know i wouldn't be able to say this stuff in person because we'd end up laughing, so...here. just realize how much i value you as one of my best friends. and also as a caricature artist.
9. what am i supposed to say? everything i need to tell you will be written down soon. maybe i should just make this slot really obvious. hello sir edgar.
10. you completely ditched me and i'm kind of pissed about it. i mean, we were about to see eachother again, after all this time, and then i just don't hear from you. maybe you really do want to move on. and that's fine with me. i'm tired of pretending.
11. you will always be a vertical filter of love. my teddy roosevelt, my midnight judge, my liberal hero. if only i could shave your dyed beard in the night and keep it with me for all time. please accept my undying respect and gratitude forever, along with the lust that i and my partner in crime have so clumsily hid all school year.
12. of everyone i've met in high school, i think i'm luckiest to have met you. you mean so much so me. i really can't list everything i love about you; it would take too long. with you, i can be myself, churn out a new inside joke every 30 seconds, complain, sing, talk seriously, everything. i'm not great at being mushy so i hope you recognize this and know that i heart you in various and unhealthy ways. in fact, i could describe this relationship with..."i love her."