dammit emine.
yeah i have to do this again.
with a fresh list of people.
some old, some new.
an amazing game of:
THINGS I WILL NEVER SAY TO YOU!
1. our friendship is very difficult. i'm almost sure that you still have feelings for me, so i never feel comfortable saying things like "i love you" or "i'm so glad you're here" because i'm afraid you'll take them too seriously. that being said, i do genuinely care for you as a close friend. i love to talk to you, and you're one of the sweetest people i know.
2. i don't think we'll ever get back the relationship we had last year, but i like what we have now. whenever i think about the far future, and who i'd like to be close with years after high school has ended, i always think of you. i want to be able to invite you over and pay for your chinese food when we're 40. you're an amazing person in a lot of ways, and once in awhile i realize how grateful i am that we're friends.
3. what is wrong with you? is this actually who you are? i can't believe that you are so continuously annoying and fake. you re-use the same stupid phrases six times in a conversation. you also have an obsessive need for drama in your life. chill out.
4. i'm still waiting for us to become closer. i love being with you so much, because i can be as weird as i want and you still tolerate me. i want to hang out with you more, and actually stop lipsyncing and talk to you about more serious things; i already know you're a great friend and would understand what i had to say.
5. i couldn't figure out how to express it, and your valentine said it. i love you so much.
6. i always thought you were lying, but now i know that you really do live the life you claim to have. i feel terrible for you, and i don't know how to help you. you have so many more merits than you think; i wish i could come up with a solution for your situation. i guess all i can do is wish you luck, and continue to try and be your friend.
7. i miss you so much. when we're together, you're one of the best friends i've ever had. but now that we've been apart for months, i can barely remember the things we did. please don't forget about our plans for 2008, because i want our relationship back.
8. you're a fun person. i think we'd have a better time together, obviously, if we could forget about the one thing we have in common. but maybe that'll change and we'll be able to get past that; who knows.
9. i used to have a crush on you, in the it-clearly-will-never-work kind of way, because you're considerably older than me and you always treated me like a sister. but now you've made it clear that you can't wait until i get to college, and we've talked about planning trips together. although that does feel really weird, i'm happy because maybe, someday, i'll finally be able to date you.
10. sometimes i feel like you dislike me, other times we laugh until we're crying. you probably are the most sarcastic person i know, and one of the funniest, so i hope by the end of the year i'm completely sure that you like me. no one can mock like you can.
with a fresh list of people.
some old, some new.
an amazing game of:
THINGS I WILL NEVER SAY TO YOU!
1. our friendship is very difficult. i'm almost sure that you still have feelings for me, so i never feel comfortable saying things like "i love you" or "i'm so glad you're here" because i'm afraid you'll take them too seriously. that being said, i do genuinely care for you as a close friend. i love to talk to you, and you're one of the sweetest people i know.
2. i don't think we'll ever get back the relationship we had last year, but i like what we have now. whenever i think about the far future, and who i'd like to be close with years after high school has ended, i always think of you. i want to be able to invite you over and pay for your chinese food when we're 40. you're an amazing person in a lot of ways, and once in awhile i realize how grateful i am that we're friends.
3. what is wrong with you? is this actually who you are? i can't believe that you are so continuously annoying and fake. you re-use the same stupid phrases six times in a conversation. you also have an obsessive need for drama in your life. chill out.
4. i'm still waiting for us to become closer. i love being with you so much, because i can be as weird as i want and you still tolerate me. i want to hang out with you more, and actually stop lipsyncing and talk to you about more serious things; i already know you're a great friend and would understand what i had to say.
5. i couldn't figure out how to express it, and your valentine said it. i love you so much.
6. i always thought you were lying, but now i know that you really do live the life you claim to have. i feel terrible for you, and i don't know how to help you. you have so many more merits than you think; i wish i could come up with a solution for your situation. i guess all i can do is wish you luck, and continue to try and be your friend.
7. i miss you so much. when we're together, you're one of the best friends i've ever had. but now that we've been apart for months, i can barely remember the things we did. please don't forget about our plans for 2008, because i want our relationship back.
8. you're a fun person. i think we'd have a better time together, obviously, if we could forget about the one thing we have in common. but maybe that'll change and we'll be able to get past that; who knows.
9. i used to have a crush on you, in the it-clearly-will-never-work kind of way, because you're considerably older than me and you always treated me like a sister. but now you've made it clear that you can't wait until i get to college, and we've talked about planning trips together. although that does feel really weird, i'm happy because maybe, someday, i'll finally be able to date you.
10. sometimes i feel like you dislike me, other times we laugh until we're crying. you probably are the most sarcastic person i know, and one of the funniest, so i hope by the end of the year i'm completely sure that you like me. no one can mock like you can.